MEETING YOUR SELF
Can you watch your thinking without acting in any way on what you see? Can you let it just roll, watch it in play, watch how emotions are engaged, how divisions can arise? Can you watch without choice the flow of this constantly running inner film of words and images? If you can do this, you are beginning to have knowledge about yourself, are you not? You are beginning to pay attention to the patterns inherently running within your habitual societally educated structure of inner thinking.
Why is it important to do this?
Because a human mind non understanding of itself is what has brought this world to its undesirable place this day.
We come to enforce order into a society when natural order has been lost. There is a natural order potential to our lives, though we are certainly not meeting it this day. We live our lives under enforced authority, which removes our responsibility for our own lives, and becomes a dark oppressive shadow. Doctors, governments, priests, officials and experts of every description shape our lives. And we shrivel and become second hand people, lives directed by others.
Our own thinking, which is similar in all of us, is knowledge gathered from the past, which is a limited movement, as knowledge is always limited, for no one experiences everything. Because of this limitation, we each hold a varying view on the world, and we conflict over who holds the correct approach.
None are correct. All, are limited.
And life is not found in an opinion formed from our limited past. Life is beyond everything we think about it. What we think about life, is an abstraction.
Life is where we will find order, but we cannot move anywhere to arrive there, for it is all around us this very movement, we need to open our eyes. We need move our vision from concentrated inner knowledge, to the true world, met in perception of it, not through thinking.
Life is not found in thought, which is movement in the matter of the brains memory cells. The movement of this limited knowledge in inner constant flow, is what divides humanity from meeting true life. And destroys our every relationship. And leads us to war. Because thought is built from past remembered experiences, from knowledge, and none of us has the same past remembered experiences, so when we live in thought, as we all do, we bring conflict to our world, as we all do.
We are living in a subtle kind of dream state.
We see the world in front of us, though far from holistically. The human educated brain is always talking and building emotions and images inwardly, day dreaming and night dreaming, which is a concentrated habitual pull to always living within concentrated memory, educated during twelve school years of memorising drills.
Yes, we were dumbed down.
Our divisive educated memory based psychological approach to life is so destructive, it is behind all the difficulties we face today. The Great Reset is a movement coming from limited human thinking. When we act on limited past experiences, when the foundation of our actions is a limitation, which all thought constructs must be, for they are limited to the knowledge a person holds building the plan, then the end result is limited. It cannot deliver what it promises from the outset, for it works in ignorance of all the knowledge which is not in possession, in nature, an infinite more than what is known.
Acting on knowledge is destroying us. We act for the continuity of our own pasts, seeking security and completion by becoming in time, indifferent and hostile to the continuity of the pasts of others. Christian against Muslim, Muslim against Christian, Jew against Palestinian, American against Russian. And today, of course, elitist rich, against the whole world. To name a very few of the billions of divisions which begin in human divisive educated consciousness.
We commit atrocities against our own race because we act from a limited bank of educated knowledge.
Our thoughts are limited to what we have experienced. Our thoughts are knowledge, and limited. You cannot think accurately of what you have not experienced. We have all experienced differently, and so we all think differently. We divide from one another because of this inner limitation to our lives found in knowledge.
There may be another approach to life than knowledge.
To meet life with the senses rather than with past information, distracting from the senses.
Can you watch your thinking without acting in any way on what you see?
When you watch you inevitably come to see that your thinking is a part of what you are. What is watching is a part of what you are. Both the observer to thought and thought itself share very similar qualities. A part of the mind, looking at another part of the mind. The same thing watching the same thing.
An educated and societally encouraged psychological division has developed within the human psyche. A societal conceptual construction of a continuous thinking self-represented by the name, is educated into every child, and is identified as being a permanent thinker of fleeting thoughts. This creates a division in the human mind, between thinker and thoughts, which gives birth to all inner conflict. Divisions are necessary for conflict.
I urge you to study this area in your own mind. Between what you see as 'me', (the observer), and what you see as your mind. (The observed). I am not an authority, I hold interest here, and see something important I ask for you to look at. That's all.
You need do something here, I am not teaching you anything, only pointing with a big mother of a finger. As you would. As anyone would. As you will if you see the same thing. The thinker is the thought. The observer, is the observed. In this awareness, in this seeing, is the returning of the human mind to sanity, released form previous conceptually educated divisons.
The truth of what you will see if you can bring your vision inwardly with sustained observation, which can be arduous, although not destructive in any way, (other than perhaps uncomfortable), will at some point lead to your ability to look freely. One need see what blocks the ability to look freely to reach this. And when you can look freely, you will come to understand what you call your mind. And this act, will change your life, from your current position now, when you hold no such wisdom.
You will find peace in life. You will end inner conflict, which is the beginning of the end of outer conflict. You will break the illusions you carry this day regarding the inner structure of your thinking mind. You will understand life, and so death. For both, are two sides of the same coin. You will free the mind from fear. And you will be the biggest problem for any society seeking to place destructive authority over every area of the lives of humanity.
You will be a free man, or woman.
Inner choiceless awareness has potential to change your life. Blue and Red pill moment. Dare you venture to meet the death of how you have always lived, and found security in living this way?
A change demands a death to what came before.
The death of disorder, is needed for order to arise. Self-understanding through one’s own persistent questioning and observation without choice of the nature of one's own mind, for what you are seeing, is a part of what you are, has potential to bring our lives to order. When we see what is actually taking place inwardly, truly see, that indisputable fact breaks forever the illusions we once carried about what constitutes our 'minds'.
When disorder is seen, allowed to flower and observed in every detail - and so understood, order comes without our even trying. When you are free to look silently at the inner workings of your thoughts, of these inner words and images, a change has taken place. Understanding is to see, not to think, and seeing the total nature of disorder, brings order.
And we need an ordered mind to build an ordered world. What else could?
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