A Revolution of the Mind
Do you carry any sense of inner psychological difficulty? Do you carry inward feelings of aggression, violence, hurt, pain, sorrow, suffering, anguish, depression, fear, worry, panic or anxiety? Is your life made miserable or even diminished in quality by the repetition of seemingly mechanical acts of inward movements of thought, which you can neither control, suppress or run away from? If you are, then know this, you are certainly not alone, and you could be one of the luckiest people who have ever lived.
Blessed are those who suffer.
So said Jesus.
Why? They shall see the kingdom of heaven.
Replace the kingdom of heaven, with coming into an understanding of your life and death, and finding a sense of arrival in life, a sense of neither needing to achieve, nor being desirous of a single thing in life, other than what you need for this moment, in this day.
Those who suffer, those who are aware of their psychological pains and sufferings, of their inner darkness, have you ever questioned what is actually taking place within your brain cells? Or do you run to a doctor, take prescribed drugs, making big pharma rich.... and are forever lost? Why do you suffer so? Why is your life broken? Mental health and mental illnesses, these are phrases we barter around so called professionally, which give us a feeling we have some understanding of that which we speak of. We have no such thing. We have no understanding of our inner natures, and so no understanding of the inner maladies which may present in our lives. We talk a lot, but we understand nothing.
We suffer inwardly, psychologically, because of inward division. We are primarily divided inwardly by what is close to a system of belief, we have accepted vague societal hints and pointers to our psychological nature. We have accepted that it is normal and acceptable to neither have, nor seek to have any understanding of our inner natures. We think consistently, and can neither turn off this stream of words and images, nor moderate the value nor the channel they choose to rest upon. Our greatest burden in life, can be what we are, inwardly, in this area of psychological words and images, this inner area of movement within our knowledge based inner memory brain cells.
Is this not strange?
Is it not strange, first of all that we live this way, and secondly, that we never question it?
Two doses of strange. Super strange.
And if we do question at all, we go to a book, or to an expert, to a doctor, or to a priest. We never sit quietly with that which disturbs us inwardly. We never invite our inward demons to sit with us, that we may become acquainted in their natures. We are afraid of what we might find, in the inner consciousness of humanity. In the inner nature of what we are, psychologically.
I have a great secret to tell you, one that can change your life. We live in kind of inner programming, a societally conditioned matrix of automated continuity of a life lived primarily within the brain cells of a human being.
Thought is movement in memory.
Thought is also the ground we stand upon, and the movement we trust to guide our every decision and action. Thought is conflicted within itself and non-understanding of itself.
We understand vaguely through reinforced consistent childhood repetition of some universally accepted absurdities, that we are our names, and that these names represent some invisible movements of continuity throughout our lives, and is proven into existence through the constant chattering repetition within human consciousness.
Is it not also strange that we cannot stop thinking?
Are you aware enough to have heard that this movement continues also through the night, every night? Do you understand the implications? That the brain never finds a moments rest? It is always working, automatically busy moment by moment within, images and words, all memory based, a physical movement in nature, for the movement of thought is movement within the physical brain cells of a human being. This is memory in action, and memory is a physical part of the body, there is nothing ethereal or spiritual about thought.
Thought is recorded information from the past. Simple put, thought is data in constant activity. Married to an identity held in a given birth name. The whole process of thinking is automatic. You cannot stop it.
Mechanical in nature.
This much perhaps you know, so here is some information regarding what you may not know, in this final frontier for humanity, in the only road to travel, if we are to ever find the spiritual nature of this universe, which is true, real and only undetectable to us, who prefer to live in complete illusion of our lives and our entire existence. Blind, to the outer universe of love, life, death and beauty, hidden behind inner words and images, ten feet deep.
This universe is selfless.
The only self to this universe, is the entirety of itself. The word 'Universe' means one song. Every living creature born to this universe is born without feeling itself to be something different from this Universe. Nothing is separate. Only mankind. Nothing tastes the bitter taste of death in the way mankind does, for men and women of humanity, are neither living, nor dead. We die as we live, and we live in fear and a deep psychological attachment to continuity. And we live in fear because we have no understanding of what we are, nor of our potential, which is as limitless as the magnificent and mystical loving Universe which gave birth to us.
This Universe and all born into it, from it, other than us, other than mankind, knows no death. Death, to life, is a part of life, there is no division. We live with fear of death because we live in desired continuity, ever becoming, ever building, from an unsatisfactory remembered past, to conceptual projected future, a continuity of our past. Hopeful of bettering in time.
And completion, never arrives.
Our divisive approach to life is a learned and traditional one and is an approach of valuing measurement above all else. And comparing my position to yours, and finding life value in such comparisons. To ever seek to grow, in continuity, from the past, to the future.
This approach is how we seemingly, the totality of humanity, other than a very few, have always lived. This is a journey into becoming. A movement in time.
This Universe, is timeless.
And this is the inner pattern our brains are automatically programmed to move within. A sense of self, and a future to become into, built from a past remembered.
We are a living as a cosmic joke, for in mankind life has found a great deception to play upon itself. Man’s great invention, language, divides all we see, and divides us, one race, one from another. Man from man. See how we fight? From nation to nation, to husband to wife, see how we fight. Language divides, and in division, we conflict. Whatever is divided in life, comes to conflict.
The thinker and the thought is a division. You were educated at a very young age and progressively and continuously to view your inner world as being your 'product', your work, the sound of your inner voice. This 'you' this 'thinker' of thoughts, this 'believer' of beliefs, this 'observer' of an observed, this 'feeler' of feelings and 'builder' of images, outside of a conceptual accepted ideology, does not truly exist.
There is no thinker, there is only thought, and a part of the movement of thought, is to build a thinker.
Thought is memory running automatically in a programmed state, within the human brain. The thinker, is the thought. You are this psychological movement you feel inside. It is a part of what you are.
The human intellect. The Ego. Memory, the past.
Does thought bring you to suffer? Then you may be blessed. Can you find the inner strength to face that which you run from, fear, worry or concern over? You are suffering because you are looking through an accepted belief that you are different from that which you see, inwardly. There is only one mind. Only one thought is present at a time. The reaction to fear, inner aggression, jealousy or any of the inner named negative states, follows and comes out of the offending thought-movement itself. Thought is thought, there is no division here, although the images change rapidly and frequently, the brain cells projecting these inner limitations to our lives, remains the same. You are what you see within. Seeing this, if it is true, and you must find out, changes your life. It ends conflict. And the ending of conflict is the inner revolution we need to meet, to build a better world. Only a mind free of conflict can build a world free of conflict, so please, consider all of this carefully.
You are thought. Every thought is a part of you. If you run away or towards any thought, in fear or desire, in search of pleasure, or running from pain, you are playing a great trick on your own life. A trick which has cost you a great price - the price of deep peace, a sense of love, indescribable relationship and any true meaning to your life. You are not completing this masochistic act on purpose nor with choice, neither with design.
You have been programmed, like a computer is programmed, like a dog, is trained.
The true living state of every living creature is to be without self. For the only true self, is this universe.
A baby born carries no inward self, carries no language, and has no inner murmurings to draw attention into concentrated inward self-interested words and images. A baby’s mind is wide open to perceiving this Universe in a way an adult mind, a slave to language, never could be. Every living thing born, maintains a connection to this universe, it’s mother.
Only man, has lost his way.
There is no path to return to the kingdom of peace, there is no journey, although there may be an approach - though perhaps arduous and tiresome, perhaps lengthy, perhaps just around the corner, which may yet return our race to its rightful place, to remove our eyes from the promise of 'more' as a meaning to a life of ever less, to meet this day of immense beauty, to meet an infinite universe with a mind as new as the creation which gave birth to it.
What we are, inwardly, which is what we feel ourselves to be, which is what we have been told and accepted we are, is confusing our lives. We need to see what we are, not through the eyes of any 'authority', but with our own eyes.
We need awaken perception as our guide to life, for thought has failed us.
When we stand on the ground of our own understanding of our own lives, our intelligence is complete.
We are in a place of great meaning, beauty and wonder. A timeless existence is here, time, is once more our invention. Time is human division of movement. We invent time, in our incessant drive to ever achieve, which of course, demands time. Past to future. Measure in years, measured in achievement. But this universe is timeless, it is going nowhere, it has been nowhere also, for the past is dead to it. It has nothing to achieve, for it is all there ever was, and ever will be, and is.
And so the entirety is met in one moment, complete in itself, reborn in the next, never carrying a moment over to the next, and so a life of complete freedom, where living and dying are the very same movement.
This is true eternal life.
Eternal life is not to live in perpetuity as a movement of continuity, eternal life, is to live without inner self. To have died, to the past.
Arduous this may be. Frightening. You may want to run and hide.
What do you see, when you watch inwardly, are you even free to look? Without finding freedom to look at your inner divided nature without choice, you have no ability of ever understanding what you are. If you can never understand what you are, how can you expect to have a life of any meaning?
What do you see, when you watch inwardly, are you even free to look? Without finding freedom to look at your inner divided nature without choice, you have no anility of ever understanding what you are. If you can never understand what you are, how can you expect to have a life of any meaning?
We are a lost race. Our men, are lost men, our women, lost too. Our children also suffer, so many of them. And all because thought, is governing our lives, and thought is divisive, as knowledge is always incomplete, and no one has the same past experiences in life. This inner movement is preventing us from meeting in relationship this moment, which we share together, and which is timeless, going nowhere.
Can self-based self-interested thinking end?
Thinking, about oneself.
This 'self' of memory, a scholastic legacy, is not natural to life. And as we live this way, unquestioned, programmed, conditioned, divided, brutally oppressive to our own people, (humanity), in never ending search of greater fulfilment in competitive time, we, are not behaving naturally to life.
We cannot persist like this.
It truly is up to us. We must understand our minds which are the root of our every inner and outer conflict, because we have no understanding of their programmed patterned movements. Or, this mechanical educated and traditional inner movement, will destroy our lives. In division, one group against another, rich against poor, white against black, country against country, religion against religion, politics against politics, royalty against commoner, belief against belief, self against self. And vice versa to all. This, is the nature, of living dividedly. Self interest ensures we all live dividedly.
An incredible gift awaits us all. The gift of life. And we will come to it, sooner or later, there is no other course, for we are born of life and death. We are life and death. To receive this gift, the only thing we need do is come to understand the inner functionality of human consciousness well enough that we may find ourselves silent. In this silence, the human brain undergoes change, and your life will never be the same. And this is the end of the path which you travel into by ceasing to move from where you are.
You cannot approach what you are positively. You will never meet the entirety of your inner consciousness by aiming for this as a goal to be achieved in time. Self-awareness leads to self-understanding, but one must be persistent, never letting a single thought pass, without choice, silently witnessed. Choiceless, because you are watching a part of yourself. If you act positively or negatively towards what you are, you have divided yourself, and opened the door for another inner conflict. This division, this inner training to act upon what we are, to ever 'better' ourselves is root cause of all our life inner conflicts, psychologically. It is what prevents us, from living a good life, this moment.
When you see that what you have been running away from inwardly, that which has depressed, that which has brought sorrow, pain, suffering, anxiety to life, is the same nature, is identical in nature, to the psychological 'observer' who witnesses it all and who suffers.
The one who carries the pain is the pain.
The depressed is the depression. The aggressor is the aggression. The fear, is what is afraid.
There is no self other than the moment by moment passing of fleeting thoughts and emotions, images, and words.
And the observer, is a part of what is being seen. Verify everything, never accept a word from anyone, or you live a second hand life.
If you can climb a mountain, then begin. If you persist, you will inevitably come to see that you are what you see, and when you do, all conflict within you today, in the area of thought, and so in the area of your life, shall come to end. When the thinker sees he is thought, the conflict between the thinker and the thought, also, may at last, come to an end.
That moment, that very moment, a spark has lit an ember in this world. An ember that holds potential to burn across this whole thought corrupted world and give birth to a phoenix, arising from the death of the old ways of mankind, to a life no longer enslaved to thought - now awakened to crystal clear perception, awakened to meeting our long lost 'spiritual' life, which is not divided from this material world - awake, but never in, nor seeking any continuity. Meeting of life, without self interest, which is thought, which is self.
A meaningful existence, a treasure way beyond any physical treasure. What would you give of your life for it to make complete sense of it? To come to understand the order and disorder of the life you are living and dying?
If the answer is anything, if there is nowhere you would not venture to arrive at the truthful understanding of your own life, then listen within and look. Look and listen within. I have pointed towards a 'secret' to life.
You do not know it to be true or false.
I am telling you this is of immense importance, and has capacity to change your life, that it may become springtime forever.
Can you awaken your own interest in what you are? Can you begin to listen attentively to your inner chattering, to the inner flow of words and images? If you can, then the human brain you call 'yours' is beginning to observe its own movements. This seemingly innocent activity, if completed without choice, may change the entire nature of our life, although one can never aim for this, for do to so is to introduce a motive, and when one is concerned with a motive, one is not watching what needs to be understood.
Silent motionless eternal patient and persistent watching has a potential to bring a meaningful life to our race. This activity provides an opportunity to reconnect the brain to the sense organs, and so to perception, and so, to the whole of life, obscured behind the ever restless and divided consciousness of humanity, rooted to days past.
Listen, find out if what is pointed to is true, or false. Whichever, you are entering a journey into the understanding of what you are. You are a part of life. Watch the images and words you run from, watch what you suppress, watch what you fear the repetition of. And if, and when, you climb well and fast, you may at last come to the top of the mountain, to the pinnacle of human understanding, to the spark of a revolution within human consciousness, and find the view of the inner unity behind the surface division of the limited human mind of thought, and life, for you, may become truly a wonder.
And at that precise moment, humanity will have taken one little step towards truly meaningful change. The earth shall feel a warmth stirring in her belly, and the stars will sparkle more brightly.
And mankind's seemingly endless conflicts may at last, be beginning to end.
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