THE GREATEST CONFUSION OF OUR LIVES
Why is our world this way? Why are so many suffering under the selfish thought driven actions of a few? Why do men we so inappropriately name ‘leaders’ value more the pursuit of their own self interested patterns of limited thinking, more than the appropriate actions needed to bring the lives of all of humanity to order this day?
To true order, meaning food in every belly, a home over every head and clothing and shelter, and sustenance, for every single human being, their very own universal family?
Why does humanity suffer so much? At the hands of 'leaders'?
Physically and psychologically, at the hands of selfish others, in the business, political and hereditary titled classes? Physically and psychologically, at our own hands, brother against brother, in brutal acts of competition and in a psychological never ending search for success, which necessarily brings to life the failure of other people’s lives?
What is our measure of success?
To rise above and come to live in a greater dominating position over the lives of others?
Success necessitates failure, for how can success even ever be known, unless failure exists, by which that success can measure its self-interested view of superiority against another?
Our lives are conditioned, which is similar to the programming of an Ai computer, during our early years to this. To become top of the class, in competition against our childhood peers. To battle, never to co-operate. To dominate in an assured superiority over the lives of others, confirmed by an ever present authority in the form of a ‘teacher’. In life, due to a constant repetition over years of developing childhood, this pattern becomes automatic to all our brains, ingrained as it is into every free born child, and manifests in our brutal world of competing business, of fame and fortune, of title and heritage, and on the darker side of the coin, of failure and insignificance, of poverty and destitution, and of loneliness, fear, depression, and a life of so very little meaning.
The World Economic Forum, under the ‘leadership’ of Klaus Schwab, apparent public enemy number one, is making the lives of so many others so unnecessarily difficult this day in the private exclusive club of the grossly selfish with no limit to their needs. Blighting our planet now for half a century.
The hunger within every such human corrupted heart, this insanity inherent to the system we accept as being satisfactory to train our children to meet life, which is the same system which trained us to meet life, has led to the madness leading our world this day. The madness of one man, leading one group of men, imagining their perceived educated and continuously desired domination over the lives of others to hold the ultimate meaning of life. And to hold no value whatsoever for the lives of those their power and numbers, printed from thin air, comes to give a sense of self assured value to their otherwise valueless lives.
But are we truly any different, other than on a sliding scale of conceptual measurement we have all been programmed to see as offering the only meaning in life?
Life, had other intentions than this.
Life birthed us all, every one of us, to equal standing and status.
To life, no child is ever born in a higher position than any other, this is a movement of measurement. This movement, intrinsic to thought, has afforded humanity the ability to achieve wonders in the world of high technology, which might be served for the benefit of all, yet in the underlying pattern programmed into us from our youngest of days, becomes a curse and a danger to not only our lives, but this day, to the very continuity of our lives as life intended. We are living out of sync with nature and nothing can survive for long living in such idiocy.
Life intended for us all to live freely, to live on a provided ground of a clean and hospitable environment able to sustain our lives, to share, to care and to prosper. Not to be lorded over by men of infinite 'wealth' and yet dubious mental sanity.
Any gardener knows that to remove a cumbersome weed from his garden, he must get to the roots. If the roots are destroyed, the weed shall no longer be burdensome on the life quality and longevity and beauty of the garden. But the root, is what need be uplifted. There is little point in hacking at the branches, at the leaves, at the flowers of an undesired growth. The offending issue, shall only grow back, and grow back all the stronger.
The outer desperation of so many of the lives of our human family this day, has an inner root, and this root is living and functioning within each one of us. Our minds have been deeply confused by our society. A centre has been neatly paced within each one of us, within the field of human memory, which is human thinking, a centre of continuity, a centre of desire and fear, a centre of seeking pleasure and attempting to avoid pain, a centre of reward and punishment. Necessarily all dependant on a head nod of an authority.
School, saw this all so.
School, twelve years spent in memory, twelve years obeying the dictates of the class teacher, was the conditioning ground of our lives to accept a life of deep unfairness of our insane inhumane system, to battle others, to always seek 'success' and so to accept being ruled by the whims of others.
Those, at the top of the pyramid of human waste, have their continuity thus assured.
The root of all of humanity’s problems, this day, as in future days, and in all days stretching out into our historical collective and communal past, is the human ego. An educated inner concept of slavery to 'becoming' in time, a centre of desire, and so a centre of fear and hostility, isolated by each man's limited past recorded experiences, divisive between us all, and so the root cause of all conflicts and wars between our people, who are one people.
The human 'self', is an educated, concentrated conceptual centre within the mind of every human being alive we endearingly identify with, as ‘educated’, the perceived centre of our lives, we call ‘me’, myself’ and ‘I’.
This is the corruption to your life of an inner talking voice of words and flow of continuous images each hears incessantly moving within, every moment of every day. A self-generating inner world of divisive confusion, for here, we find both a conceptually educated movement of a ‘thinker’, forever seeking its own continuity and growth, and ‘thoughts’, which we are told, are the product of the existence of the apparently eternal ‘thinker’, yet which in actual fact, if closely observed, share the very same nature as thinking itself. The conceptual educated division of thinker and thought, is responsible for every psychological malady our race suffers, every depression, anxiety, psychosis, neurosis, worry and fear. On the 'positive' side of this illusory coin, we find the pursuit of pleasure and desire.
Human thought is human memory, identified conceptually and educated into us as the centre of our beings through longstanding tradition and educated practice, and of being rewarded or punished as a child for engaging in an over decade long activity, of seeking to rise above others, in brutal competition. Competition, is a form of violence. Only one child may sit in top position in any class, which condemns every other to a declining feeling of being in comparison a relative ‘failure’ to this perceived most valued position of all, recognised by the authority of a teacher. The structure of our corrupted world, where men sit on a likewise oriented pyramidal structure, commanding obedience over the lives of billions of others.
This insanity which passes as ‘education’, has become the pattern of our lives and the pattern of our society, a movement of corruption of inner and outer worlds and has, as it must, and as it must have done so so many times in the never ending unfortunate bloodied history of mankind, has become the unquestioned pattern of our lives. This is our cage.
This is what needs to change. And a change demands an ending to the 'order' which came before.
We can never meet sanity in life, without first ending the insanity, which is root to the leadership of our society, our nations, our ideologies, our politics and our lives.
It is this inner societal movement, known to every man, a cage to every man, which is the cumbersome root of societal corruption needing pulled from the garden of our lives, that we may for once, come to meet the true meaning of life, which is to live.
Not, to battle, not to dominate, not to ever seek a position of authority, culminating in power, so destructive to the lives of so many, so rewarding to the lives of the blindest of us, who see this pattern as their God given superiority and domination over the lives of others.
Certainly not to push our own ideologies down the throats of others. Mankind's only security is to see and act in life as one, and this can never take place, unless we stop seeing life 'independently', as though totally unrelated to each other, which is to see life through the distortion of daily divided thinking, which is limited to recorded past experiences, because thought, is memory.
As none of us has the same memories, when we view our lives through the screen of our past, which is thought, our view of the world fragments into billions of pieces. Our world, our true world, uncontaminated by thought, by desire, by fear, by the seeking of pleasure or the never ending selfish accumulation of more, is the same for each one of us.
We need come to meet this deepest of all relationships, this ground shared, this quality of love, which can only take place if we meet a revolution in our brain cells, if we can free our minds from the corrupting influence of the recorded past and the conceptual sense of inward 'self' this bag of memories gives birth to.
How might we begin to put this world to rights? Not in any projected future, which is ever only a conceptual continuity of the past. Do you see this? Our future, is our past, for how can we design, plan and walk into a future state, unless we already know the destination we have charted? And if we know where we are going, how can the future be anything new? In truth, the future, is a continuity of our past, we seek to change, but that which seeks change is divisive conflict causing memory within us, and so the seeker of change, in it's continuity, never changes. Perhaps this is the reason why, for all our attempts this day and in history of 'building back better', we have never come to live a life at peace, on this most wonderfully beautiful and mysterious of homes.
Knowledge of anything is only possible from the past, we cannot ‘know’ the future, we cannot plan for a better future out of our thinking, our limited inner storehouse of memories, if we do, we are blinder than a bat, and living a life of deep illusion, for to plan for a different future using memory, (thinking), is only to meet a modified continuity of what came before.
Perhaps, this is the reason our greatest of societies have arisen, and fallen countless times. Perhaps, this is the reason we have suffered 15,000 competitive wars in the past 6,000 years.
Perhaps, this is the reason life, for so many of us, carries so little meaning.
We are so uncertain in our lives, so uncertain that we follow the 'lead' of others, building a pyramidal type structure of deep insanity in our world. A structure, which on first glance, appears to offer a sense of order to our people, yet inherent within this apparent order is the deepest of disorders. For we are all functioning in the same life brainwashed traditional and scholastic pattern. We accept the ideology of others, to provide security and the needs for our lives. And yet all of us, every one of us, is deeply conditioned, to seek our own security on a sense of competition against the lives of all others.
Do you see the contradiction? Do you see the irony?
We need uproot this outer growth of corruption between our people, which manifests from the inner movement of our own programmed self-interest, based on a conceptual acceptance of an ideology, that my life must be led as a self centred being seeking the continuity and ‘success’ of this educated identified conceptual inner centre.
This is not what life intended for us.
Life intended for us to live at peace and in harmony, protecting and looking after our environment, which is a part of us.
The talking self of thought you likely hear in your mind all moments of every day, day after day, moving in words and symbolically generated images, night after night, in continuing words, images and dreams, which are a symbolical representation of this continuity, is the inner root movement between us all.
Here we find an inner conceptual world which gives birth to every human action, and is necessarily divisive between us all, as this is movement within memory, and not one of us carries the same past experiences our memories arise from, giving birth to our thinking, giving birth to our divisive and so conflicted life activities.
Humanity has been dumbed down. Stupefied, to accept a corrupt approach to life, accepting an immoral continuity of a corrupting social structure.
School played a huge hand in this brain corruption.
As children, innocent in nature, unquestioning, we were each of us accepting of so many things, we were each of us told what to think, none of us how to think, and this background of childhood educated information, (which is misinformation), is the background of the human psychological self which gives rise to every divisive human action, which this day has collectively and divisively arisen in our unfortunate world to seek domination over our entire world, by virtue of seeking domination over others, seeking its own success, its own never ending continuity of power and control over the lives of all others, in the form of a projected, thought driven ‘Great Reset’.
Building back better, by continuing and solidifying the divisive structure of corruption to our lives.
Thought is always divisive and so destructive in our lives, for thought is memory, which is an accumulation of knowledge from the past, and not one of us has lived through the same past experiences. The intelligence of thought is repetitive and mechanical in nature, centred on ‘me’, before ‘you’, ever seeking its own security, denying security for all, which can only be met in true intelligence, which is to see life as it actually is, free from all contamination of the past, which is what we think about life, as it is. Life is not found in thought, it lies just beyond, and is met by the senses.
Thought, is incompetent to meet life, for thought is the past, and life, is ever new, creative, and now.
The mythical Christian story of the Garden of Eden alludes to this situation. Man was removed from paradise by eating from the fruit of the tree of knowledge of good and evil. All knowledge, is all thought. We will never solve any of our problems or ever have capacity to build a good world, until we end this societally conditioned inner approach to meeting life, and come to meet life as nature truly intended, with and through the human senses. Thought has it's place, we must find it.
Thought, which is an accumulation of knowledge from a necessarily divisive past, has no place at all in leading our lives.
This is nothing other than societal brainwashing.
The change we need to meet if our lives, which are the lives of humanity are to ever taste the sweet breath of true freedom, to meet our lives as they are, rather than as we think them to be, unencumbered by the divisive limitations of thought, (ours or another’s is irrelevant, all is divided human memory), all is within the area of this educated corruption we all carry within, which guides our every life movement, placing ‘individual’ perceived ‘needs’ in higher position than the needs of the lives of us all, as well as the needs of the lives of our environment, so deeply contaminated and destroyed this day by our never ending seeking of 'progress' into a conceptual future, which is an illusion, is inward. Our environment is also a part of us, for a healthy environment, grows healthy human beings, a sick, diseased, poisoned and dying environment, grows human beings of the same nature.
This insane pattern is ubiquitous to our lives, and so of course, is found manifesting this day in the announced self-interested desires of the 'World Economic Forum' and it’s ’stakeholders’ and in the arising of their government and business 'infiltrated young global leaders’.
But this problem cannot be confronted at this level, and suitably dealt with. This is a manifestation of the corrupted divisive confused patterns of thought we all are living within this day. This is the inevitable outcome of the inner nature of our automated societally constructed divisive patterns of thinking.
This, is the outcome of valuing my own isolated inner life as more important than another.
This, is the root of our corruption.
This is the root of our confusion.
The same confusion found in the lost souls of Davos, found in the lost souls of all of humanity, desperately seeking the continuity of their stratospheric illusory importance, as in the minds of every human being, living within the mechanical structure of a continuing inner ‘self’.
Why, perhaps, none of us are free to cast stones.
This inner ‘self’ is not a product of nature. This is a product of the insanity of men of days gone by. Our brainwashing education system was in part designed by John D. Rockefeller, go figure, another global 'elitist'. (Very poor choice of words).
Here, as every human action is born from this inner construct, we come to find the root of all human divisions, the root of all human psychological pain, the root of all human suffering, the root of every war we have ever endured, every fear we feel and every self-misguided step we take seeking our own isolated security, denying the very security we seek in the process, due to the divisive nature of the actions we take.
Security is not found in a conceptual illusion, nor is security for our people to be found in the security of a few, as the lives of the majority, are fed to the wolves in the lack of empathy and care, which educated self-interest inevitably has brought to our lives.
If we seek a good world, not a better world, that word has been so spat upon, but a good world, we will never as a race be in any position to bring it into being, unless we are living and meeting the world with a good mind. It is the mind of humanity, which is your mind, which in communal divisive activity has led and contributed to the rising of such insanity this day. The current mind of humanity is impotent to put to rights what it itself is responsible for, here, we are fighting fire, with fire. This is not to say we must not organise and protect the lives of the majority of us from the insane actions of a few of us, powerful and self seeking at any cost, of course we must, but we must also recognise the true source of our life problems, for without such recognition we will never be in any position to truly bring them to change.
A change demands an ending, a death to what came before.
We need find a new mind. A mind free of the past, free of memory, free of thought.
A silent mind.
We need a mind free from the corruption ingrained into us as young children. We need a mind free from what we think about life, to meet life as it actually is. Life, is not a movement of conceptual self.
Living life as so, is the very denial of meeting life as it is.
Life is relationship, to life. Life, meeting life. And life, carries no past. The past, is dead, to life.
A relationship can never be found through the eyes of what came before, which is the past, which is thought.
We need a new approach to life.
Thought, which is memory, has a valuable place, as memory, but the past stored knowledge we all carry, has no place in manifesting as the perceived centre of life, nor in ordering that life into a conceptual illusory future, ever seeking a divisive and conflicting 'security'.
There is no life to be found in a concept and all thought is conceptual in nature.
Neither, is life found in memory, which is knowledge, which is thought. Life, is ever present, ever here, and ever now. It is only here and now, free from conceptual self, free from remembered past and projected conceptual future that we will ever meet in relationship, and only in relationship can we care for one another.
Only in relationship do we find the meaning of the word love.
Only in meeting life as life intended, through the human senses, undistorted by past remembrances colouring our view, do we come to see life as it actually is. Only here, do we arrive and find a sense of peace, only here can we cease the eternal movement of making things 'better', without any understanding of the nature of things we desire to lead into our projected conceptual ideology.
We need a revolution this day, and it cannot begin outside of us, it must begin inside of us, in the area of our brainwashed human pattern of educated thoughts, our mechanical non understood automatically running divisive approach to life. We need to come to an understanding of this problem, through constant choiceless awareness of its divisive and conflicted ways, inner and outer. Not to seek any solution, no ten year plans here are of any benefit. We need face the problem as it is in its every movement without distortion. The answer to the problem will be found in the complete understanding of the problem. And this problem, is what we are, at least, what we have been brainwashed to believe we are. But we can never meet what we truly are, until this false patterned societal structure we all carry psychologically, comes to an end. And for this we need to bring our awareness to the problem. Through clear perception, certainly, not through thought.
We are so much more than thought, we are life itself.
We are humanity, not a categorised name of isolated continuity of divisive memories. We are humanity, which is why what we do unto others, we do unto ourselves.
For we truly are one.
Only we can never catch sight of the fact of what we are, as long as what divides us, which is programmed self-interest, necessitating the existence of the illusion of an inner self, is the dominating factor leading our lives.
Look within. I beg you, look within.
You may find this arduous work, for the human self, the ego, lives on a ground of a division, and division, in nature, is a ground of conflict.
Be brave and look within. You are looking at a part of yourself, you are seeing memory involved in an approach to life it has no validity operating within.
Come to see through persistent and passionate directionless watching, the understanding of your greatly hidden and non-understood inner life as being of the utmost importance, which it is for without such freedom, your life is lived in a conceptual cage.
Soon, without change of direction, to be a physical cage.
Do this, for your life, as well as for the life of every other human being, which is, your life.
Don’t stop questioning, carve your own path, die to the immorality ingrained within, that your isolated conceptual educated life, is of utmost value. Your beliefs, your nation, your identity, your ideologies, your politics, your family, your…..self.
Our race will only find the security it so desperately needs to find, when it removes from its collective life... from what brings insecurity.
This, is self-interested, inherent and fundamental to living as a conceptual inner self founded within thinking, identified to the given birth name. Programmed into each one of us.
Bring this inner area to revolution, find out what it means, bring a death to what came before and so bring into being the potential of the new and creative for humanity, a quality of direct relationship which has seemingly ever eluded our people since the dawn of time.
Bring the human mind to sanity.
Whatever it takes.
Only a sane mind can ever build a sane world.
The structure of the mind you occupy this day, is the same structure which has led to the human insanity of the 'Great Reset', as it previously led to Fascism, Communism, rich and poor, titled and pauper, oppressor and oppressed, dictator and dictated, leaders and led.
A mind of measurement.
Hundreds of millions dead, on the alter of progressive change.
This, is the destructive movement of educated self-interest. A world of thirty-six trillion in tax havens for the delight of a few, and a child dying every five seconds of starvation. This, is isolated self-interest. This is human educated identity.
And this is our collective insanity.
Here, inwardly, in the conceptual world of this educated 'me', this never ending flow of words and images, we find the very root of the growth of our own communal insanity.
This is what needs end.
This is the root which needs torn from the garden of our minds. Before it destroys everything.
The change we need meet must begin within. If we can find order inwardly, that psychological order, in action, will bring our world to order.
To natural order, not to the enforced brutality of an order of a few over the lives of the many, which is only a continuity of disorder.
If we can find the intelligence to bring such a change, through constant passionate awareness, understanding the desperation of our situation, which is a matter of seeing, not of thinking, a valued change in our outer world will follow suit. And 'Great Resets', of every and any description will be forever confined to the dark pages of humanity’s history books, relegated to a period of complete un-enlightenment in the lives of humanity. And we, may at last now find our lives to be living intelligently, responsible for our own lives, responsible for the lives of others, responsible for our environment. Valuing care, love, compassion, and right action more than pointless numbers pulled from thin air in selfish self worship. Without need for leaders, for each of us shall, in the awakening of our own natural intelligence, have become our own leader in life. And so the corruption inherent to the nature of the leader and the led, shall have eternally ended. As it must.
Wa shall find ourselves living and dying in the eternal light which living guided by our own senses, free from the contamination of our thinking, free from self interest, can only bring.
We, shall be limitless, in our lives and in relationship and the caring for the lives of others, who are ourselves, because we, shall at long last, be selfless.
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