WE WILL NOT COMPLY
We are second hand people. We have been conditioned practically since birth to be second hand people. We have been told how it is. In every stage and step and understanding of our lives we have been told how it is. And we have accepted.
It is so much easier than finding out. But accepting denies your own understanding of life.
And so it denies your life.
What is good and what is bad, what is acceptable and what is not, what is right and what is wrong, how to live, how to be religious, how to love, what it to means to have health, wealth, what the purpose of life is, how to treat ourselves when we are sick, how to raise a family, what constitutes nutrition, what is relationship, how to best satisfy a partner, what is law and justice, even, what we are. We are second hand people because we have depended on the guidance of others.
And we have swallowed their menu whole.
For good and bad, we centre this ideology on how we were educated and programmed. We centre this measuring scale of judgement on how whatever is being judged affects only our lives. Because we have been conditioned to measure the value of life on the value of an infinitely small thing. 'Me'. Itself, a conformity to an authority led patterned approach to life.
And so we have become deeply selfish. We have become as we have been led to be. We have come to find meaning in thought, image and concept. Value in paper pulled from thin air. Value in possessions. And for guidance in life, we have been programmed to follow an authority.
Think you are not self-centred?
Listen within, do you hear a constant flow of words and images? This, is human self, it is your societally placed self-interest. Birthed during school years. A societal conditioning, an inner authority to ensure your obedience to an outer authority.
This movement is the enemy of a free life. Freedom, means to live without occupation. And you are always occupied.
You are now your own enemy of any chance you possess to ever live a free life. This inner chatterbox ensures you remain within the educated programmed brainwashed confines of your societal conditioning.
A free life is a life without this self. But don’t take my word for it, I am not your authority. If I were, I would be your stupefying stupidity, and there is enough of this around.
This 'self' stands on a ground of societal conditioning. This self is social conditioning. Told what is God, told what is truth, told what to value, told, told, told, in every area of life. Commanded. Commanded to be what you are. Not to be what you are, to be what are commanded to be. The ground you stand on in life, is nothing you have found out for yourself, in any area of life. And so naturally, you come to find security in authority. For your life is a fake life, disorderly, and you now cling to the order professed by others.
Follow the church, follow the government, follow the doctor, follow the leader. Our lives are a game of follow the leader. Attach to beliefs, which divide you from others, attach to political points of view, which divide you from others, attach to a feeling of patriotism, which divides you from others. Attach to a partner, cover over the insignificance of life and the emptiness now met within, and to friends, limit your life and theirs to the same narrow circles of action. Attach to a profession, which does the same. Attach to your life, identified as a movement of inner words and images, and so deny the life, life itself intended.
Become a word. Become your name. Understand nothing about life. Others are here to tell you.
Read a book, it will tell you. The 'experts' will tell you.
The word 'authority' is related to the word 'author'. The person who writes the book. And we follow so many other’s books. We never write our own. We never live our own story. We never live our own lives, we never meet life, we live life as others have instructed us to do. We never live our own life. Think about that, let your inner conceptual societal constructed self of words and images begin to awaken as to the nature of it's true existence, standing on words and beliefs and assurances of others, a movement of memory based recordings, the past, allow an awakening to the nature, of it's absolute limitation to your life.
Of your limitation to your own life, spellbound, hypnotised, brainwashed.
We live, as told. So many others words. They know, and we follow, and we never question what it is they know. For they know. We know they know, and that, for us, is enough. They especially know if many others know they know. Easier, so much easier, to swim in the direction of a strong current, than to swim against it.
Do you see how gullible this is? Do you see how gullibly you live your life? Do you see how open to manipulation accepting authority leads life into? Do you see how dangerous this is? Do you see how this denies any freedom? Do you know what freedom is?
Or have you been told?
Many people this day are concerned about the shrinking outer freedoms of humanity. Placed in a cage by humanity. Authority is changing. The authority of the church is practically unrecognisable to only a few years ago. The authority of what was previously considered democratically elected government, the same. The authority of education has become interested in the sexualisation of our children. Perhaps, it always was. Perhaps, in never questioning life, we just never noticed before.
The chipping of our bodies, the merging of man and machine. The eating of bugs, the confinement to fifteen minutes within the place of our abode. The enforced vaccinations of all. The mixing of races and continual endless war. Endless pandemics. And still, we follow authority. At best, we protest, we never walk away.
For the outer society we meet, is the inner world which drives our actions.
Our protest at our bondage is an expression that we remain in chains. We must, for our chains are as much inward to our lives as they are outer, and without our inner chains, our outer chains would have little effect indeed.
Does authority not deny freedom? How can one be free if one must follow?
When someone else, established or not, is telling us how things are, are we not being denied the freedom to look and question and come to understand how things actually are for and by ourselves? Billions of people believe in a God. Authority has told them; this is a valuable position for life. To believe. And that authority exists in magnificent opulence, paid for by centuries of followers, as the followers themselves have existed in miserable poverty. Is this religion? Is this the meaning of the word? Is this an expression of undying love?
The church has placed itself in position of middle man, between God, and man. They know, and you have to know they know, for you have been told since knee high to grasshopper, brainwashed, to know that they know. And you, must follow them. Because they know, and you, do not. And so, you never find out. Never question, never find out the nature behind this word. 'Religion'. It’s not for you to question, only to be told. You are after all a miserable 'sinner', born so inferior and you are a sinner, and so inferior, because authority has told you so.
Do not question, never question, never come to your own understanding of a religious life, this is given to you, handed on a plate you devour, as told to. Which is to live a life, not as life had intended, following the natural laws of life, no, the self-benefitting laws of other self interested men. The continuity of the eternal divide is self. Never come to your own understanding in any area through tireless pursuit and incessant questioning, into the nature of what this word ‘God’ might elude to, into the nature even, of what you are. You are a 'who', a 'who' is a name and a name is a word. You may as well be a number. The church 'knows', it profits from its position of authority, and the loss, is your own non-understanding of your own life. You live your life caught, spellbound in the dreams put there by others. Much easier, just to follow. Jesus was the only son of God. You, are nothing in comparison to this. You miserable wreck of an inconsequential insignificance. How dare you even to have been born?
Doctors know that various concoctions of chemical and petrochemical derivatives are required to keep us healthy. Don’t question here either, they know. They, are the middle men between your sickening body and mind, and life and death itself and the promise of longevity and the quality of life lived in what they have the audacity to call 'health'.
Politicians know how to lead the lives of the many, many millions of people who constitute the nature of a 'nation'. A cut out cardboard piece of the world which divides man from man as easily as pointless religious beliefs. Don’t question. Don’t question 'no magic money trees' to feed your hungry children, or provide shelter and warmth on a planet born onto, which provided such means freely. They know. Don’t question. Don’t question what life had intended for yours. Follow the interpretations of others, they know, it is so much easier, to follow.
Your job is to follow.
Your job is to do as you are told. Do as you are told. Or else.
Live as you are told, work when you are told, where you are told, as you are told. Pay for the privilege of being alive when you are told, and soon to come, die when you are told. There is safety here, apparently, in the dark arts of authority and the dark arts of following another seeking life security. Following the crowd, bahh-ing like a sheep.
In school, for at least twelve years, the job is to follow the teacher. This is the programming activity of the brain. It takes that long. They want to do a good job. Follow a meaningless mind rotting curriculum. Following subjects, you have no interest in, and no purpose to your life. Other than to learn to live in memory, (thinking), and so divided from all, and other than to lay down a pattern of ever finding your life security in authority. Plus the battle of competition, the laid down wars of life, and mountainous self interest, to reach the top and to stay there. To value your life measured in numbers, first the exam sheets, later the bank balances. To feel superior over the lives of others, who have no means to so 'achieve'.
And then follow for the rest of your life the same. This is the ordering of your thinking. Our disorder is found in our inner authority. More visible perhaps in the gross selfish actions of outer authority, the festering decay has been placed in the mind of every man.
School saw it so.
Study for years, decades even and qualify in a subject you will likely find no use for in a position of work you have no interest in, other than its ability to keep you continuing the same meaningless patterned brain dead existence for the decades of your meaningless life. Raise your children to do the same, this is life, it’s not a game. Oops, you raised too many of them? No problem, authority will bring to bear death panels, wars and other means at hand, they are the controllers, this, is after all, their land.
If you are even lucky enough to find a position of work. Battle with others, living in the same brainwashed structure as yours. For the privilege of making an authority even more powerful over the life you endure.
Slave your days away to shelter and find warmth to raise a family you hardly ever meet. Leave all understanding of all of life to authority, this is a room with many doors, and many floors, you know nothing, and even if you did, you have so little time to share it. Come to not one shred of understanding of life or death for yourself. Leave all to authority. That’s the important stuff, the running of your life, the understanding of your life, the 'ordering' of your life. Far too important for you to have any say.
Who are you to question me? Who are you to question my authority?
Authority has led us into wars. Fifteen thousand of them in the past six thousand years alone. Billions upon billions of slaughtered men women and children, raped and bloodied corpses, might adorn the flag of all authority. It is its proud eternal lasting and continuous greatest accomplishment.
If authority had a flag.
Because authority led the way. And we, brainwashed, allowed our lives to be led. And still, we have not learned from authority, the purpose of authority is not to teach us, if it were, this would threaten authority. And authority can never be threatened. That is a job only for authority. From classroom teacher, to governments, to religion, to doctors, to all. 'I am the science'. You, are so small.
Teachers can punish, governments can fine and imprison and even sentence to death, if you take another’s life, then they are justified in taking yours. Two wrongs do make a right it seems after all. Unless you are so high on the pyramid of authority, there is no law at all. When worth billions, what pain to pay millions, when everyone seeks the numbers you wave?
'Religion' threatens the ultimate of rewards and punishments, eternal heaven, or eternal damnation in hell. Ignore the hell of your life, the hell of being unable to live it as you see fit, the hell of the battlefield your children die on, the hell of the tormented body you live within, denied any access to true medicine, free at source. As life, gives freely to all. Only authority asks for an entrance fee at the door of life.
Life is temporary, your life is not found here, in the span of your life, true life is found when your life has perished. Your true life, is after you death. Accept this. Don’t question, whatever you do. You will be damned forever, when there’s no longer a you.
And we accept such incredible nonsense, because authority, tells us it is so. Brainwashed to find security in images, and all of life has died for us and we name this death, all of life.
Our job, is only to follow.
Authority hides a truth, one only they know. An eternal secret. They have nothing to teach at all, it’s all a pile of disordered garbage in perpetual continuity standing on a ground of festering lies.
And this is being light on the actual right, of what authority claims to know.
And so no ability to lead whatsoever. Is it not transparent? Those who would bring to order, are those who bring to disorder. They are in it for themselves. As we all are. This can be seen if you open your eyes even to the thickness of a dollar bill.
Larger, perhaps, a little bit more, if you can bear to even look. It will, if seen break your heart open. If you can look at life beyond the word. How demonically ordered mankind has become? How demonically the order we follow. How demonic our authority has become, and so how demonic, our following has been.
Teachers are sexually corrupting our children today. What right do they have to teach? None. So named representatives of God are sexually abusing our children today, and have been for decades and not only them, but the normal rules of punishment are not applied here. Perhaps, God is more forgiving, to this middle man’s life, than to yours. But can we truly say a man who would destroy the innocence of a child's life for his twisted pleasures, before questioning the corrupt nature of his mind is a man anyone can follow into the area of 'religion'? No, we can't. We lock up such men, (or at least we used to), in the world beyond the walls of religious belief. Here, within these walls, these men are moved to new fields to play. Do such men represent the truth of what religion is? Apparently so, in this age of 'follow the leader', which has been our every age, in this continuity of brainwashed blind acceptance of the undeniable rights of authority. It seems hell is no threat for the many priests who destroy and eternally corrupt the life of a child. Confession absolves the sin. How nice this faculty to have been built in? A shame it does nothing to wipe the memories of an innocent child. So many in number. Destroyed before life has truly begun. And it must be asked, is there any relationship between this corruption, and the corruption today of the destruction of innocence in the name of 'education'.
And don’t get me started on the fact that the church is worth hundreds of billions and a child dies on this God forsaken planet with not a scrap of food in its little innocent belly, one every five seconds. Six million every year.
Tears regularly roll down my cheeks. Am I alone? Please, let me not be alone. Without a single religiously believing cell in my body, does this damn me to your authority led hell? Then lead me there, for your ways are not mine. I see it differently, I have dared to question, to question all mis-leaders of life. My own and another, I have come to find, are one and the same. You promise the earth, and deliver only murder, suffering and strife. If only hell existed. Outside of the mind which believed in it. Outside of the mind which believes, is the life we need to find.
I will not follow you, I will not comply. I see what you are. I see what we all are. Take my life if you want, you can, but I will not follow you. I will die a free man before I will live my life in your chains.
Any of you.
I have lived and I can die, my own man. I do not need you. I need truth. You sing songs of light while you bring darkness and division to all people. You tell us how we shall make it all 'better', and I ask you in all sincerity, who was in leading position which brought us all here? Who? Was it you?
Inconvenient little truth. But don't question, your life is not yours to lead.
You do not impress me any authority of this world. I have watched you for centuries and not one thing about you impresses. Both sides of the coin, I speak the same words to every follower, for without you all, authority would fall.
Why are you all so afraid to be free?
You do not impress me at all. Leaders or led, starving and fed, all of you, dead. It is you need find religion and care in your hearts. All of you. Look deep. Meet the torment of your souls and your flooded word based consciousness which often torments your life. Move beyond. End the past, thought, is the past, that this world may yet come to real order, truth. That beauty and the lives of humanity may come to know peace. That it may come to death, for unless such corruption dies, how will we ever meet anything good?
Authority has told us only in the last few years, that a certain medication was 'safe and effective'. Rising deaths, disablement and previously unknown illness today, cast doubt on the nature of that authority ever having had a right to speak. And yet, they wanted to medicate the entire world. And queues formed for this abuse. As loud as our authority was that we medicate back then, it is silent today, in the rising deaths and the suffering of life.
Authority lays absolutely quiet now in this wake of destruction and immense sorrow of the followers in life. For once, authority, is silent. We need only obey what they tell us to, no need to take notice of such unimportant events as life and death, stay tuned to the BBC, they will tell you there what is important to consider. Just follow. Keep on keeping on. Love yourself, and follow others. And care not for anything or anyone, other than your own life, and authority.
The heads of well-known and highly populated 'religious' authorities, are rewriting the centuries old traditional understanding of what the word constitutes and what religion represents. It is their religion, after all, not yours. You are not allowed the freedom, to find your own understanding of what religion is. As you are not allowed the freedom to come to any authentic first hand understanding of what your own life is. First hand living is the most dangerous thing of all, for it is immediately seen to be far superior to second hand living, and authority would fall.
A religion with banks. It's very own nation. Divided from all, is this uniter of men. And with a vault of secrets and treasure so deep you might get lost and never be found. If authority even deems your life fit to enter. Unlikely. This authority is now even discussing its right over yours to continue your life. It knows, for it is the authority, we need only follow. Sorry if your disabled or alcoholic brother you love and who loves you, who finds yet quality in his life, meaning in his relationships, does not meet the criteria or the right to live in this authority’s eyes. In this ‘religions’ eyes. It knows, you need only follow. Follow the black car to the grave and rest in loving memory, of the brother you once held dear to your life. Be grateful, the torment of this meaningless existence, is over for the one you love.
Politicians this world over, are manipulating their nations in a disputed ideology of climate change, denied the ability to dispute. Desperately pleaded to as having no ground to stand on by actual climate scientists. Tens of thousands of them. Politicians apparently know 'better', the authority always, knows best. Royalty has joined in, that meaningless title gifted to one family to lives of opulence for over a thousand years. How many have died fighting for king, fighting for a crown, for his next golden thing?
Even the Pope, the 'King' of the Catholic domain. The UN, the EU, all centenary billionaires. Klaus Schwab, and you know who. You do know who, don’t you? A self-appointed authority. Because of numbers. Our world is being led by numbers. Not by intelligence, certainly not by any understanding of life. Not by wisdom, not by empathy, not by care and not by love. It's the World 'Economic' Forum after all, not the World Love Forum.
Politicians lead, alongside the rich who feed their salivating jowl’s. They know, you only need follow. They are our masters, and we, are their slaves, like some dystopian sci fi series, our lives are engaged. Listen to the words of these admirable men, you are too dim witted to be given any explanation. You caused the problem. Your life must pay. Only you didn’t cause the problem it’s only something they say.
And it is questionable, even if it is real. I have a feeling, it’s the planet they wish to steal. I wish it were not so, I wish we could all stop and all live in peace. But peace is only found in a silent mind, silence is peace, silence is love, silence is life, silence is free of demonic self interest, silence is meeting life as it is, silence is care, and silence, is death of the separative societal demonic conditioning within the human brain. The 'me', the inner controlling of life in obedience to past memorised orderings of authority. The division with you. How can I love you, if my life is eternally divided from yours?
The name which might well be a number. Words, we all live on words and we have become a word, and our world is a world of words. Words given by authority, rattling in our brains from the birth of all time, Words which command our understanding of our lives, of what we are, of religion, of the understanding of life and death, for oneself, which can never be led into by an authority.
And of the need to follow the words of another to make sense of a life lived where there is none.
The release is in silence. In the stilling of the mind. Look within, see what you can find.
Without choice, to look with choice, is only to see what you choose to, and so is a movement without any freedom.
As your life, is a movement without any freedom.
Monarchy has decided it is safe for you to feed your children bioengineered foods, no need to ask you, the King knows best, better than life, which gave you it all for free. All organic, al nutritious, all natural. For only the price of tending and growing. Soon to be outlawed I hear. Just you settle down and follow. Don't question a Royal decree. And if little Johnny gets sick, don’t you worry, the doctor knows best, he has a long list of petrochemical derivative formulas, what nature so obviously intended, to bring him back to health. And if not, rest in peace, the church will tell you all is well. Until at last, you find your release from this living hell in a hole in the ground in a box.
Following is the acceptance and conformity of your life to a system authored by another.
What are we doing? We are lost in a dream of words, and authority led our lives into this dream of words, conceptualising our world to language, and programming our brains to find order living in the past. Thought is memory. It is never new, and the sacred is the new, and so we live our lives without the torch of love to light our way, an emptiness ever present, witnessed in our shrinking hearts. And we build a world such as this, it naturally follows, calling it order. For we have lost the ground of order, which is the nature of a life lived orderly. And the ordering of it, is the disordering of it, for order is only found in love.
The revolution we need is inward to life, to stop these programmed divisions between us, to see the truth of life as it is, free from what we have been told to think about it, to meet in relationship and for the sheep like divisive self interested nature programmed into us, to end.
For our inner authority, which is rooted in this inner movement of words, which is what we are, to end. To die, and be reborn.
What have we allowed our lives to become? What are we? To call the human race a race of sheep, is an insult to sheep.
There is one glaring piece of information to note about all authority. They all hold mountains of wealth in a world which is dying of hunger. Perpetual war can be engaged, just dont ask for your share to feed your hungry child.
Pharmaceutical firms make billions in a day. The Catholic church, now rewriting the ten commandments, recording over its own previous voice, is worth in total an estimated five hundred billion. Five hundred billion. A fraction of that would solve global poverty. The words are aplenty, but the holy heart is shut so tightly closed. The heart is silent when words take the fore.
Political sycophants drain the wealth of taxpayers, to fund their centenary billionaire friends tax free lifestyles. Royalty swans around the globe on the largest benefit cheques every written, while owning a reported full one sixth of this world land surface. A land surface provided to life free for all, to be shared by all. That new arrivals might come to call a place their home. North American Indians understood this well, before the more 'civilised' of humanity invaded their lands and ended the lives of their beloved little babies by smashing their beautiful little heads on tree trunks. Painting them red.
We are such a civilised race.
When sick, our first thought, is to visit the doctor. In the questioning of religion, our first thought, is to visit the church. We turn out to polling booths for the daily ordering of our lives, where we face a choice between left or right hand of a billionaires bought out system, and his fist.
When the King comes to visit town, we all wave our pretty coloured little flags and cheer as he walks down the street, hoping he might notice little unimportant 'me', and come over, to shake my worthless, valueless, penniless hand.
We allow gross sexual immorality, to pass as an 'education' today, the preparation for the future of our children’s lives. The shaping of their minds to the life they are to meet. What is that life to be? What are they being trained to meet? Is there another area yet to see, to fall to you knees and cry over? Is the future of humanity a darker one than even this day? It will be, for unless the actions of today end now, the future is a modified continuity of today.
Because we follow the 'lead' of another. But don’t question a thing. It’s all okay. This is better, trust the word. Ignore your vision, stand in the herd.
Waken up, waken up, waken up.
I am on my knees. Now is the time. Now, is the only time. Waken up from your slumber which tells you all is well as you continue to place your trust in every authority. Fires are raging around our world, our planet is burning, and authority is telling us it is due to global warming. Just ignore the fact of footage online of arsonists and evidence of arson and planes with huge magnifying glasses in their nose, which magnify the sun’s rays and set fire to the ground below them. And HAARP and chemtrails. Inconsequential, conspiracy theories.
We are mixing all races of people together, this is all so 'orderly'. People the same authorities have divided in education and belief, are now being thrown together. A divided house can never stand, so why does authority seek us to fall? And slaughtering cows, and denying farms, starving people and loving the birth of the robot more than the healing of man. It’s all 'order', all going wrong is 'global warming', now, 'global boiling' it's your prejudice against the life of the gay. It's because you drive a petrol car, or burn wood, or gas, it must be, for authority has painted it this way.
Pandemics are here, no, not only one, no, expect more, expect lockdowns, enforced vaccinations, or pay with your property or your freedom, or your life. Coincidental it must be of the bio-labs I see and the weaponisation of life. After, all you have responsibility to the whole of society. Denying responsibility to your children, husband or wife. Think of others.
Authority is telling you so.
Expect death panels, expect to eat bugs, expect to lose food, for it makes more sense to remove food from your life, to save your life, from a planet too warm. Follow our logic, don't trust your own. Just follow, don’t think, don’t question the stink, of the frog, as the pot starts to boil. Adding to the boiling of the planet. Follow, it is where your security lies, they know, only, you, need follow.
There is security here. If not, it's coming.
The lie has always been that this system was one of order. How could it be other, when all men are self-centred, and self-centred, carries little care for any other, in the competitive battlefield of life which living self-centredly must bring? Is life expensive? Go to the authority of the bank, the largest of all hands, holding so much, giving so little, taking most of all. The caretaker of all 'wealth', they will lend you what you need, and you need only pay it back with interest. Only you cannot invent it, as they do, you must spend your life in labour and toil. Do not concern yourself that this ‘wealth’ borrowed is generated out of thin air. Do not question the system, order is here, just follow. Know your place, and know theirs and never think you have ability to cross this line. Never think life could be good. Nothing is for nothing, no thing as free food.
Follow the leader, from birth to your grave. Don’t question, don’t ask, live life as they say.
To live life in a cave, seems not so uncivilised after all. We have paid a heavy price indeed for our 'progress'.
Centenary Billionaires, so rich, they have bought our governments, so poor they cannot save the life of one solitary starving child. Money so accessible war can be fought eternally, yet so difficult to find, don’t expect any to come your way. No magic money trees, nod your head, look the other way. Look the other way as millions of children go missing every year. As millions of others die in a world of abundance, which never feeds. Look the other way as the cost of living brings further tears to your eyes. And if all this doesn't please ask yourself why? Look the other way as interest rates rise and the lives of billions are thrown on the streets. Look the other way as drugs maim and kill the people they treat. Look over there, there’s nothing in your meat. Look the other way, in fact, do not look at all, it’s not your business. Your life, is not your business. Your job is to follow.
This is order, for without authority? All would certainly be so dis-orderly.
Thank God life ends if this is the best we can do.
They see not what they do, for life has never shown its way to men of such an impossibly limited brain, like us, they are lost in words, lost in time, and their lives are forlorn. Their God is an idea, losing money is what they fear. And so they have turned our world into a cage. And we have security living within the confines of its bars. But not only them, these enslavers of men, we are all to cast blame on ourselves.
We are all to blame or we are all innocent.
For authority stands on the ground only of those who accept it. Of sheep who demand to be led.
How will this end? Will it ever end? Or will it end us all?
Is this the reason rich man is seeking eternal life? Is this our crowning glory, is this the pinnacle of our millions of years of evolution? Is this a bad dream? A cosmic play? Are we actors on a stage? Are we really all friends, will we meet in the green room, and laugh out loud at how well we all have played our parts?
I want to waken up. I want truth to speak. I want wealth to be found in the value of doing the right thing. Of doing all things, for their own sake. I want medicine which finds its value in healing and saving lives. I want to see smiles on children’s faces. All of them, every single one. As broad a grin as on the face of Elon Musk as he places another giant corporation in his back pocket. I want every man born to have the ability to live his life until death comes to call naturally. I want land to be made illegal to hold. I want homes to be cheap and I want medicines to be plants. I want the life of every human being to have more value than a Picasso. I want the lies to stop. I want belief in a God banished from our minds and relationship to a living God fostered and met. I want you all to love others, as you now love yourself. I want to wipe your eyes clear of every single past second. And every single tear. I want all to come together and share. I want you 'rich' to find your eternity now, and to find a meaning greater than you now, in this place, in this time, in this timeless place, you have no eyes to see.
I want love and care to replace self-interest and none. I want homes for the homeless and a natural sun. I want drug addicts cared for and a sharing of wealth. Keep all your money. If that is your measure. I never needed it. I needed an orderly world. And for all your authority and for all the following of billions, and for all your hundreds of billions and your fake philanthropy and your flying to Mars you were never able to provide any of that. You men of 'success', you voices of 'authority', to this man’s life, to this mans perception, you are this world’s biggest of all failures. None larger. And still you ask that I trust you. Many in numbers, I am sure that they do.
But not this man, not this man. Not, this man.
And for all my above stated wants, I shout yet in this desert of life of all potential good denied its right. How long can I stand, how long can it stand me? No one listens to anyone who seeks no authority. And no followers do I seek. And no authority do I ask for from life. Only to live my own, to come to my own understanding, and to live without conformity to the ideologies of men, who have no understanding of their own, yet seek to so control and limit mine. And so many others.
So my wants will likely fall to the ground. But once there, might they start to grow? As the cries of so many will remain without sound. As you leaders of this world pat your backs for a job well done in your eternal self-righteousness and self gratification. I can want all I want, but it’s not mine to say. I was born in the wrong place; this world is not mine. I can want all I want, but I have no authority, I want no authority, and so who will listen to me? Who will listen to themselves? Who will awaken their responsibility, for this living hell?
Who will listen when I say life is not meant to be lived this way? That life was meant to bring joy. To bring meaning and relationship and a smile on every face. The face of another, the love of a race. Who will listen when I tell them, all authority has only ever been the denial of freedom? And freedom is the empirical denial of all following of all authority. All including your own. Your own is held in thinking, its here seeds were planted to grow. And a religion is here, waiting to be found, a religion which has nothing to do with belief. A revolution in your heart and soul. Who is brave enough to listen to this? Freedom begins in the freedom to see, and you cannot see clearly, if you look through any colours painted in mind, bringing to blind, by another. Or by memories. God is met only in clear vision by an unoccupied mind. An occupied mind is not free. God is found when recognition ends, for how can the new ever be known? Not in belief and not in following. Not in the value of might. In the value of what is seen. And what is seen is seen only when thought is completely silent. The creator and the creation here, are one and the same. What you do to the least of your brothers, you do to what lies just outside your belief. You do, to the truth of what God is. Behind the word, in absence of belief. You do, to yourself.
So many feel safe still, living under the dark shadows of all in authority. So many feel safe to be so unfree. So unfree, automated in living, they need not for a minute meet the responsibility of their lives.
Raise your sword and cut me to pieces, if this is my end, I can die. Many already have, and many more will, this has been our lot, without change for centuries. And it will never change unless we understand the nature of this sick disorder. The nature of this disorder is found in the ordering of our lives by another. And by ourselves, following principles sown in our thinking, by another. This has been our world, ordered by our authorities. This has been their gratitude for our following. And they are us, and we are them, this a pattern. There is no one to blame. The names change, the same idiocy is held in perpetual continuity.
It is ten past one in the morning by the clock. I feel tired now, I feel emotional and drained, sleep is calling and so I have not much left to say. What more is there to say? Let my few words remaining reflect the world they now meet.
It is so still inside and outside. So quiet. Not a breath is moving, trees are asleep. Not a movement, not a sound. A peace is here, a peace unknown to men. A peace unknown to a chattering mind. Silence can only be met in silence. To authority and followers alike. Silence as this is the most sacred of all sounds. We have lost so much in our desire to compete, to become, to achieve, we have lost where we are, where life is, where we meet.
Be still. Stop moving. Stop. Be still. Be still. Be still. Find out what it means. Freedom is found in meeting silence. This is the greatest freedom of all. To live and die as nothing, to need to feel no need for power or domination over the lives of any others. To feel no need to be supported by any other. To be free to love another, without a single demand. To awaken to the responsibility and the meaning of your life. Without being cajoled, by some other hand.
And so, here this ends. But it will never end. Until we are the change we wish to see in the other. Until we understand what it means to meet life in silence, for love lives beyond every measured, calculated and divisive thought. Thought is time, and love is timeless. It is here we find freedom from our own authority. Which is the accepted authority of the other. And it is here, we find the underlying structure of acceptance and following, which supports all and every oppression against another. The other is what I am. We all are the same. We are all innocent, we are all to blame.
We all are the problem, which so needs to change.
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